I'm not sure how to do this anymore. It's BEDA and I'm admiring all these talented bloggers while I sit on the side andwatch. I don't know what's wrong, not just regarding blogging.
my sleep schedule is atrocious, I switch night and day, which is problematic since I'm in med school. and also because classes are during the day. yes. I feel like a failure, like I waste whole days and have nothing to show for it at the end.
today I had diet coke and spinach pie for the time in a while. food makes me happy.
guys are flirting with me? this is weird, I don't remember how it feels like, I've decided it's not that pleasant when they're creepers.
I did laundry for the first time in over a month. it took me four days to put said laundry away, but it was actually nice displaced all over my bed. it was cushiony.
it's like 70+ every day here. I brought out all my flats and have been wearing them when I decide to be a functioning being of society.
I kind of want to learn to play guitar (well) and wear flowy skirts and just chill in parks all day. or maybe still go to school but just to sit in on classes, no pressure that comes with actually attending med school.
I have a physiology exam in the morning, at nine. I was supposed to have it tuesday at twelve, buttt I accidentally turned off my alarm, woke up at 1.35, freaked the hell out. I also should mention I haven't started studying.
I think I'm very kakorrhaphiophobic.
xox,
loveacrosstheocean.
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